5 weeks till school reopens. There's so much I want to do but while the spirit is willing, the flesh is oh, so very weak. Some parents are really very good; they spend so much time, effort and energy on their kids. It's not that I don't love my kids; it's

Musicals & Illnesses... Glad it's Both Over... For Now...

So Dunearnite's over... I got really sick and was down with fever and tonsillitis for about 5 days right after Dunearnite. Haha. I survived though although at times I felt like I would never get better. To make things worse, Fuddin was down with the fever as well and I was too weak to take care of him at all. It was my parents who rescued me in the end (as always) as they valiantly nursed my poor son back to health. As for me, I had my devoted other half who took such good care of me that I felt really bad making him work so hard. Still, I suppose when you're down and out, only then you realize that the people who really love you are the ones who take care of you despite the limitations they themselves face. To my parents and An, thank you. I am forever indebted to your kindness, understanding and unconditional love you shower upon me.

I've got some pics of Dunearnite here but they ain't that great. Still, the fact that everyone was raving about what a great show it was was well, great. Everyone really worked hard and deserve to know that yes, we did put up a marvellous show. So guys (cast, crew, teachers, etc.), have your well deserved rest. You people deserve it.



Sad to say, other than surviving my illness, I haven't done much. We brought Ayra to her best friend, Marissa's birthday party on Sat but I seemed to have deleted the photos. She had a great time though with all her friends (and a magic show!). Fuddin has been enjoying his once a week theraphy with Teacher Rozi and we have been busy scouting around for the toys, materials she needs to teach him. She says he's been making progress and I'm really glad.



I haven't been cooking much coz I was so sick but my life will resume now that I'm better. I started jogging again last night and will be cooking soon. I also want to clean the house, organize our and the childrens' wardrobe, change the world... haha... yes, as you can see I am pretty ambitious.

About 5 weeks till school reopens. I will not waste my time away.

Cooking, Jogging... what next?

So Roshan and I were discussing what to cook last Sunday. After tossing a few possibilities, we finally decided on the simplest. Fish and chips! It's not your typical chef's delight but hey, be kind to the couple who never used to cook, huh? This Sunday's meal will be a simple one coz I'll be home late after the musical on Sat. Any ideas, anyone?



Finally brought the kids swimming after many botched attempts. Fuddin, as usual, had a ball of a time, purposely submerging his whole body and head into the water and then, just as quickly, try and get himself out of it. It's pretty hilarious really. Ayra as usual, would pretend that she's really swimming. It doesn't matter really as long as she's happy doing it.



As for my dear An, he's finally back to work today after a 2 week hiatus. I hope it's not too tough on him. We've spent so much time together these past 2 weeks that it actually feels weird to not have him around all the time. We've even taking up jogging! Incredulous! Haha.

For me, there's really not much on my mind now except for the musical. For Pete's sake, the songs are constantly being played in my head. I'm totally consumed.

Alright, till I next blog, wish me loads of luck for "The Sound of Music".

Complexities of Life...

Why do people change? I guess when circumstances change, when dilemma strikes, when you survive a rough patch... all these will affect you.

When some people commented earlier in the year that I've changed, I didn't see it but now that I'm actually observing others, I suppose one person can observe change in another person.

They say a leopard can't change it's spot but now I disagree. Some people I know have changed (for better or for worse) so much that they are just a shadow of who they were before.

Humans are such complex creatures. Sometimes I wish I don't have to deal with them. It's just that I don't know how to react. Am I expected to play along? Am I supposed to say something? I really am clueless.

Well, I suppose that's life. You learn from your mistakes, make sure you don't repeat them and hope you die happy. It sux but that's just the way it is.

I am not one to sugar coat my views. I take my problems one day at a time. I am who I am. Yes, I make mistakes and I'm trying my best to make up for them but I'm human too. I have problems to face everyday as well, just like you. I'm sorry if I come across as unfeeling, obnoxious, self-centred and crass. It may seem like I'm not trying but I am. I am not making excuses for myself. I am difficult... for that I apologize.

Me, a cook???!!!

An and I had a talk the other day about how we don't have a common interest. We started brainstorming ideas on what we could enjoy doing together and we came up with cooking. Neither of us are very good cooks but we love to experiment and our standards are not very high so we decided, why not? I proudly told my mom that she doesn't have to cook on Sundays anymore.

We started off with Tom Yam last Sunday and this week it was pizza!



Doesn't look too bad huh? We had too many ingredients loaded on the pizzas but who cares? Even my usually critical mom thought it was alright. sis also came over and ate a few slices. So the point of it all is that I can cook. Hehe. Simple stuff for sure but edible yah? Next week, we plan to cook up Chinese style cuisine but we'll see how it goes.

And where was Fuddin in the midst of all this excitement. Haha. He was oblivious, enjoying his afternoon nap. This was when he just got up, groggy and very moody! Hee.



I'm also glad to announce that Fuddin is more experimental with the food he eats now. In the past week or so, he has eaten food that he normally wouldn't even give a second look. Now that we've cut off snacks from his diet, he doesn't have much choice but to eat whatever is given to him. Poor boy... no wonder he's always in a bad mood now. Still, it's healthier for him.

MMI Concert 2008

Yup, the much anticipated day finally came. Ayra was clearly excited and raring to go. After putting on her costume and applying some light make up for her, we were off. We were a bit late and Ayra was really worried but it all turned out fine. By 2 pm, An and I were seated in our first row seats!

After the graduands received their scrolls, it was her turn! Ayra and her emcee partner started the ball rolling.



Ayra was clearly nervous but she pulled through and said her lines well. I was so proud of my little girl.

Then we watched the other performances by her peers. Those kids are really energetic, that's for sure.



Then it was Ayra's turn with the dance number "Kathala Kanalley". I thought the dance was really good and well choreographed although some might label me biased. (Hopefully I can get the video uploaded soon).

Soon it was over and it was time for the grand finale.



When it was all over, we had to brave the crowd in order to "collect" her. In the midst of the chaos, we managed to snap a photo of ayra with some of her classmates.



Then I realized that we hadn't taken a photo with my little superstar so we quickly posed by the car before we got in and zoomed off. Phew. such a mad rush to escape the crowd!



We went to Suntec and finally Ayra had a quiet moment to sit down and eat! I had brought along a change of clothes but Ayra was happy walking around in her costume so I thought if Ayra isn't bothered, why should I be? It was quite funny seeing people's eyes widen when they saw her and the way the looked at me, wondering why in the world I would dress my child up like that. Haha.



So that's it. Another year before the next and final MMI Concert. Till then, life returns to normal for the CCK MMI preschoolers.

To the Science Centre

I suddenly had the urge to go to the Science Centre last Friday so off we went; me, An & Ayra. We've brought the kids there once or twice before but every visit is different but equally fun! We had a great time trying out all the exhibits, especially father and daughter. I was not as enthusiastic as they were. They even teamed up to play a few games. Such spirit! Anyway, Ayra claimed it was a great trip and she is looking forward to coming back soon. Long live the Singapore Science Centre.