Monday, March 2, 2009

Should I Stay or Should I Go?

Haven't blogged lately. No pics either. I really should get a new digital camera so I'll be inspired to start clicking again. Ok, I will get one soon and I'll charge it to the $400 I'm entitled to every year. MOE gives like $400 to education officers to buy stuff or attend courses and such to upgrade themselves. In my opinion, a new digital camera will upgrade the quality of my blogging so there.

Been thinking of my career lately. Bullshit stuff like why I became a teacher in the first place. I mean, it's reallymuch too late to regret my choice. I'm really stuck. I have a family to support...which brings me to the next option, which is to move to a new school. I've been thinking about it for a while and lately, there are so many push factors. I'm not going into the details here but it'll suffice to say that I am leaning towards moving on. Whether that's possible right now, I have no idea and my mind isn't made up yet but I think my teaching career here at Dunearn has hit a hard, solid, brick wall. I am truly uninspired, jaded and just going through the motions each and every day. My positiveness has flown out the window. Yes, sad but true. I really don't know what's gonna happen but I hope everything turns out well in the end.

Family wise though, I'm pretty happy. Roshan has been so kind and supportive to me. He really is my best friend as well as my hubby. I'm glad we made the effort to improve our relationship because deep down I know, my life really wouldn't be complete without him. Come November, it'll be our 10th wedding anniversary and our 20th year together. So much we've gone through together and while I regret the bad times, I rejoice in the good times. While no relationship is perfect or man is perfect, the one that I have is the best one for me. Haha...so soppy. Blame the romantic in me.

Alright, work beckons. My diet is working...coz my tummy is growling! Haha... what some women do to stay slim. Will write soon.

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