i feel FAT!

It's official. I'm FAT. So desperately NOT eating from now onwards.

Hubby thinks I'm crazy. He's not female. What does he know? A female, whether 13 or 131, can never be too thin. I mean, look at Victoria Beckham. I'm not being anorexic here... just being realistic. I think I can lose what I need to lose by Dec 31st 2007. So if you notice me not eating, just pretend you didn't notice. If you notice me eating (like a lot), slap me Pleeeease!

Really, it's not vanity (or at least that's what I tell myself to make me feel better). It's self control. It starts now. Will update on this 31st Dec.

To the Zoo!

Yup, from the photographs above, you can guess that we were at the zoo.

It was Abah's day off so we decided to give Ayra a break from school and bring the kids to the zoo. This would be Ayra's 4th visit and Fuddin's 2nd. We were there by 0930 hours. The weather wasn't scorching hot but there was hardly any wind! We tried to rent a stroller for Fuddin but he hasn't been on one for over a year and thus refused to sit in it! We got a refund and proceeded to explore.

We saw a lot of animals (duh!) and here are some snapshots.

Besides looking at the animals, we also watched the animal show which featured the sea cows, penguins and seals. We also dropped by the Childrens' Playland where Fuddin had a rolling good time on the swings.

By noon, the weather didn't look too good and we had felt little droplets of rain falling down from the dark sky. We then took the tram ride back to the entrance and made our way home. The kids and us (especially poor Fuddin) were dead beat after all that walking!

Yesterday, my family came over. Mom had cooked up a feast (corn rice and the works!). Everybody ate too much and mom was pretty pleased.

Then me, dad, Ayra, Syakir and Syafiq went to Jurong Point to get a new handphone for Syakir. I had promised him a handphone if he did well for his PSLE. He chose a Sony Ericson W660i. Here's Syakir looking mighty happy with his new toy.

Okay, that's it. Ayra's being relly difficult and refusing to take her nap so I've got to go and be the strict mummy.

Scrapbooking!

Hmm, I didn't do this. Nat did. She's really good and experimental at things like these. She's also kind enough to do this one up for me. Thanks Dear. It looks quite good, doesn't it?

There's no business like showbusiness...

Here's a clip of my animated little girl doing what she loves... dancing, singing and playing the imaginary guitar. She only does this in front of those she's very close to so you guys are in for a treat. Here's presenting Nuuuuuur Ayra!!!!!!!!!

Hey you...

In spite of everything,
you have always been
and will always be
my friend,
my love,
my husband.

Happy 8th Anniversary.

Poems From Within

Where, When and How

Where did it go?
The sense of one
Feeling of togetherness
Of mutuality, symbiosis
Thinking each others thoughts
A consciousness shared
Breathing in unison
A single beating heart
Speaking in a single voice

When did it happen?
At what point?
Did we separate?
Torn apart
Split like an atom
Dissected like conjoined twins
To Breath alone
Stop sharing one heart
Speak for ourselves

How can it be?
When I look at him with love
A stranger looks back
Independent and solo
Individual and free
Thinking on a different plain
Breathing different air
Heart pulsing with a different beat
Speaking a foreign tongue


Loneliness

Loneliness is darkness
A never ending night.
Even though the black won’t go away,
You’ll never fall asleep.
Because loneliness sparks a fear
And unlike other nightmares
Awakening will not vanish it;
For the darkness is too strong
To allow any rest.
It makes memories into ghosts
And dreams into spirits.
Too vague to remember
Too important to forget.

Personality Test

I did a personality test online and this are the results. Can't say it's totally accurate but it's not totally inaccurate either.

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

Hmmm, really?